Disappointed

Have you ever had hopes in someone so high, and seen the good (or thought you had seen) in them, and finally they disappoint you? It's an odd, almost empty feeling. For many, I often wonder when the point was when that someone finally showed their true colors. What's that ultimate moment in which your expectations come crashing down, down, down?

For me, it was that moment in which anger was flashed my way. I hate to see that in a person.

Fury. 

Frustration.

That's what was flashed my way. 

Fear (somewhat)

Sadness. 

Loss.

Is what I feel (felt?)

But through it all, my standards have risen to an ultimate high. I don't need someone that makes me feel this way. I don't deserve it as a matter of fact. My heart is mine, and until there is someone that is enough of a really really good (stable) person, this heart is going to stay under lock and key. 

....And that's final....(I hope)